am i doing what i want to do? no. i can barely remember what that is. i want so much. and i'm doing very little to get it. i want to work on the pottery wheel for about two weeks straight, and then open up a booth at the farmer's market to sell food, and then i'd like to get my doula certification, and then i'd like to write a book. and i'd love to fall in love at some point. here's the thing, i cannot even muster the energy to get out of bed without hitting the snooze button six times. i do not function until i have two industrial sized cups of coffee. and i haven't cleaned out my car in about 6 months. so i'm frustrated, i want want want. but i don't don't don't.
so. maybe this week, by next friday (february 18th) i would like to:
- email another doula to set up a coffee date (emailed a few in charlotte that never responded, let me know if you any in the area).
- clean out my car.
- write one blog.
- walk beulah three days.
- finish reading one of the 6 or so books i've started.
seems about right.
signing off now (to lay on the couch).
i should rest up for our monthly birthday dance party tomorrow night.
photos to come.